You know.. deep inside tho I hide, I've always had this fear where another girl would like you ..and you would like her too.
You would be able to do things with her that we wouldn't be able to do together as of and as for now(the time being).

Hold her.
Kiss her.
Hug her.
Spend time together.
Talk to her face to face but not virtually.
Go to her when you need someone.
Watch movies together.
Hold hands.
Have meals together.
Have walks together.
Maybe study and go to class together.
Do homeworks together.
Spend the weekends together.
Celebrate festive days with her.
Spend birthdays together.
Hang out with her along with your friends/her friends.
Do the new year count down together...  And she would be able to emotionally, mentally as well as physically be there for you when you're upset, to lend you a shoulder or company.
The list is endless..
The things that we wouldn't be able to do together. For now.

Are we strong enough to endure all these and wait till a day where we could actually be together? Would we be able to overcome all the obstacles thrown at us and stay true to each other? Would either of us be strong enough to resist such temptation when it comes before us? Would you be able to say no/would I? ..is our love strong enough...? Do you.. or do I, ...
..Do we love each other enough to wait for one-another?

I fear.

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