As usual, I took the yellow bus home. "Sigh.. Is it only me or what, but if there were to be a living hell, here in Richfield High would be exactly where it would be," I thought to myself and sigh again.

Dear Diary,
Today in school.. We as usual I got bullied around ever where I go. Dad's still busy working. I thought after we move to LA dad maybe have more time to spend with me at home. But I guess not. Seems like he's so much more busy then he used to be! It's been 7months-ish since Jay and I were parted. (I fight back a tear at the thought of 'Jay'.) Gosh I miss him so terribly! Today, 23/04/07. I'm always counting, always waiting for 3 years to come by soon. Without Jay time seems to be moving slower then ever. I never once dared to tell Jay how miserable I am here. I guess its just that I'm worried he'd be worry for me. Your my only best friend now Diary. Dad's always coming home very late at night, sometime even pass midnight! I never get to tell him my current situation. Anyways, he's too busy to care either. I miss you too, mom. So much.. My bag got thrown into the bin for total about 827271 time since the last 7 months and how many rotting-non-removal-gums do I have stuck to my locker? Oh-ho. Believe me you wouldn't wanna know. (alarm rings) It's 6.02pm now. Time to call Jay! Guess I'll be having pizza, ...again. Tonight. Haha.. Why am I so lazy to cook?

Will be writting back on you again, soon. (Sign: Feauna)

>On The Phone With Jay<

Me: Hey Jay! I miss you like hell!
Jay: Haha.. I miss you too! So how was school?
Me: (pause for a second, give out a soft sigh then smile and say) School was alright I guess! I had a lot of fun. Haha.. It's so cool here in LA! My-gosh! Is 3 years time gonna come by any soon(I moan).
Jay: Be patient Feauna. School was amazing for me too! I joined this English Lecture thing and it was awesome! Guess what? I won first place!
Me: Ohmygod! Jay, that's amazing, no your amazing! (I said yelping ever so happily)I'm really happy for you!
Jay: Haha. I guessed that it's easy to tell just by how you sound!
Me: Hehe.. oops. I really miss your ever so-gorgeous-breath-taking-warming-cheering-sunshine-smile(I said so softly almost like a silent whisper)
Jay: Pardon, what?
Me: Nothing! So how is it back in Themb-
(And they went on and on talking. Sharing the events that happened etc.)
>After 2hr 12mins<
Me: I so have to learn to put down the phone! Haha. We've been talking for about 2hours now! I'm so sorry I have to go now, I have assignments to do. You too kay, take care! Really hope to see you soon.
Jay: Ok! Talk to you tomorrow! Goodnight now.
*Both: Hangs up* ..





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