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Sunday, 27 March 2011 • 20:22 • 0 comments

>At the nearby Waterfall-Park<

"Hey Feauna, so.. sup?". I looked up and saw Jay smiling so brightly and happily as always and felt a suddenly pain aching in my heart. "Dmn, I'm gonna miss Jay so so much.. A smile that always helps brighten my day. What would it be like without him, what could I ever do without him?" I though to myself. "Hey! I'm so glad you made it." I said with a smile. "Sorry, did you wait very long?" Jay wondered. "Dang.. Miss Daisy held me in class.. You know there's this b*tch who got me in trouble i--''I cut Jay's sentence halfway before he could finish and said, "Jay, Jayson. What would you do if I left town and move to another country, somewhere far far away?" I asked. "Huh? What are you talking about. Haha! That's impossible. You think to much silly. What's gotten into you today, are you like sick or something?" Jay asked jokingly. I looked up at him with a serious sad eyes and nod, then said, "I know we, basically I promised that I would never leave you, but who knows one day.. Ya' know. I mean its not like we can predict the future. If I had a choice, duhh.. of course I would chose to stay! But you know.. I mean, what if I don't?" I asked with a serious face, eyes staring straight into his. Jay  pushed his bangs behind and look at me with question eyes. "What are you talking about! Seriously what's gotten into you!?" Jay cried out furiously. I just looked at him for a sec before saying, "..My dad got promoted and I have to Move to LA,California with him." I blurt out disappointingly while my eyes dropped from him to looking down at the grass. We both just stayed like that for about 3 minutes. Jay then looked at me, his eyes burning range and furiously and his expression showed nothing but questions and confusion, trying to take in what I just said. "I have to Move to LA,California...I have to Move to LA,California..LA, California, LA, California...I have to Move to LA,California." At that moment, that was all I could think of, though Jay. The word, "Move to LA,California", "LA,California" the though kept ringing in my mind non-stop light a flash of lightning over and over again. I could stand it anymore, I felt a sudden headache. "SERIOUSLY, SO WHAT NOW, ARE YOU PLANING TO MOVE WITH YOUR DAD AND LEAVE ME ALL ALONE BEHIND!? I THOUGH WE MADE I PROMISE HOW COUL-" I stood up furiously and blurt out madly without even realizing what I was saying, then suddenly stop. Just standing there.. looking at Feauna's tearing eyes, then mine started flowing out too without any warning. "I'm sorry.. I'm really sorry.. I didn't realiz-". "It's ok," Feauna looked up at me with her still-tearing-eyes but then smiled and continue with a, "I understand. I totally get it. I'm sorry that I have to break this promise and selfishly leave you all behind. It's really hard. Leaving you behind is the hardest decision I had to make! But I have no choice. I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'm so so.. sorry.. sorry.. I'm sorry," she mumbled, then start breaking down crying again. I put my hand around her. I felt so bad for saying that, I mean, "How could I be so stupid. Of course I should have thought before saying. Its obvious that this is the hardest thing for her to do and building up the courage to tell me this, how could I be do dumb! How could I be so selfish" I though to myself. "I'm sorry too," I mumbled. "I know, I know, you must have though a lot these days. I'm sorry for blurting out such selfish word without thinking. Its ok, it's not like we're not gonna be seeing each other right. I mean of course it might take a long time till we could meet again, but time flies. I'm really happy for your dad. And you don't have to worry about me. I'm Jayson Mark Lee for goodness sake! Haha. I'll miss you so much, ya' know. But I'll leave through it. So you don't worry about me okay, and like.. Whoa! You get to go to LA for goodness sake! I mean hey it's LA!! All our favorite actors and singers are gonna be there and who know, you'd get to meet them or go to their concerts!" I said happily with a big grin on my face. "And you so own me a BIG TIME!" I said while chucking. There was this awkward silence for a moment, until Feauna looked up and me then smile and said, "Thanks Jay, your always the best! Sigh....What would I ever do without you. We should so totally go into one of Green Day's concert together one day! And then, you should so totally come to my new home in LA! From what I heard from my dad there's a big pool and and, the house is so pretty and big and it's close to a beach. Oh my god, and and we should so totally sleepov-" I just stayed there listening to her as she went on and on. Seeing her smile just made me feel much more relived. And then I said, "3 Years Later. I'll see you in 3 years time. When I graduate. I'll be working and studying hard, get a scholarship and earn some money. Give me 3 years time, by then I might just earn enough to afford a thicket to LA. Then I would meet you there and then we would do everything that you just said. We could go to a Green Day's concert, Hang out like we always do, maybe even go to the same school again! Haha." I said. "Pinky-swear?" asked Feauna as she reach out her pinky. "Pinky-swear. I cross my heart." (And so the whole talk went on and on and on and on..)


to be continue..(This is Part 2. Part 1 is below lol. Since you have to read from bottom(older) post to the top(new-er) ones, then I guess I'll be rearanging/ putting them together from top to bottom once I finish the whole story! Stay tuned for more. :)

xoxo, DoReMi



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