A story about a Girl named Feophebia
Saturday, 26 March 2011 • 15:18 • 0 comments
Feophobia is my side name. It came from the word Phobia. My name is Feauna and now everyone calls me.. "Feophobia". Through-out my whole life, I've always been look down, criticized, laughed at, bullied etc.
People say I'm ugly, they say I'm fat, they call me dumb, they call me names. I've very low self-esteem. And soo.. this is how my story began.
I was born and raised in a small town, from a village called Themburong. I was just a simple village-girl. My hometown is very small, so not much people knows where it is. Here everything is going well, we don't have such things as bullies. Everyone is cooperating and helping each other. Here, everyone is friends. There's not classifications or labellings as "Preps", "Jocks'', "Emo", "Nerd", etc. I had no choice, but to transfer. Of course I was happy for my dad but I really like it here so I really didn't wanna transfer. I mean like.. there's so many memories here, everything happened here, my friends are here, my.. my mom.. I tried to fight back that though.. 'mum', but I couldn't help but sob. Tears just started flowing down suddenly. "Mom..mo-..mum..mummy.." I blurt out softly. Just 3 and a half years ago, my mom passed away because of cancer. Both me and my dad suffered a great lost. So from then my dad had to raised me, this family by himself. He worked so hard every day and night. He also often work overtime, so I could only see his shadow most of the time late at night when he tuck me into bed from work. Things changed.. basically, EVERYTHING changed. I did not get to see my dad as much as I used to anymore. I was really sad about it, but slowly I got used to it. Beside he's working to raise this family, so what can I do. Dad looked worried and said, "Feauna, what's wrong?". I sighed and fake and smile, then said.. "I'm alright daddy, I'm fine. Nothing's wrong.. I really don't wanna move, but I mean like.. so what? Haha. Its nice to change some environment anyways. And beside, I've always wanted to go to LA I mean like.. Basically ALL STARS are there!" I yelped with a big smile on my face.
>In School<
"Hey Feauna!" Jayson called out from behind."Um, hello Feauna? Yo girl, are you like day-dreaming or what, eh-yo!" I felt a hand touch my tight and so I yelped and jumped to see who was touching me. "OH MY GOSH!! Jayson! Don't do that you know you could have scared the shit outta me!" I cried and slapped his hand away. "Oww..That's hurts ok. Well basically, I wasn't trying to scary you. I kept calling you and no reply. Duhh.. So is there something like bothering you or something, I mean you rarely fly to space(day-dream)". I suddenly stopped there and just stare into his eyes. "Gosh he's gorgeous," I though to myself. "Um.. Cut with the staring it's kinda creeping me out," he said. I couldn't help but throw my arms around him and hug him so tightly. "..Gosh I love you! And your the hardest thing that I could bare to leave behind." I blurted. "Haha! Of course, I love you dmn much too gurl. And what's with all these 'I love you' and all those 'goodbye' talks? Your seriously acting weird today. What's wrong?" asked Jayson. "Dmn, I would I would miss you," I moaned softly, so softly that he could hardly hear me. "Huh?". "Nothing, hey.. do you have a sec I need to talk to you. 3.40pm later after school? Usual place(At the near-by waterfall park)" I said. "Sure".
And so both of us parted and went to class.
Ok so before I go any further, Jayson is basically my best friend since pre school! We like.. do almost EVERYTHING together. Awesome right. It was hard, the hardest thing I have to leave behind would be
1. Precious memories
2. Mom & Jayson.
Originally written by me( Do Re Mi) So I hope you respect that fact. Please.. Don't copy! And do tell me what you think about it. Thanks :) I hope you enjoy reading this.
Stay tuned, cause there's more to come. To be continued..
xoxo, DoReMi
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