Saturday, 7 May 2011 • 15:08 • 0 comments
I've decided to be a good girl and continue my story :X Sorry for the long delay! (Like what I always say, but I AM TRULY sorry). Fishy & to all my readers who've been waiting for this, thank you for being so patient with this bad-bad-naughty-girl(me). :)
Here's some to refresh your memory:
"Wait.. Are we supposed to drink? I mean.. Isn't 'red-wine' alcohol?" Suddenly I felt so dizzy, like the whole world around me black-outed. And right there and then, I fainted. The next morning when I woke up.. to my surprise, I was______________________________.
The next day I woke up, to my surprise, I was half naked on Logan's bed. Or so I thought was his bed. My brain was so confused thinking if anything really happened last night. But nothing came up. "Ughh!!" I yelled as I begin to wimp softly. "What have I done!? How could I??!". After a while, something caught my attention. It was the mirror by the bed. Some words were scribbled onto the mirror and a picture was taped onto it too. I got up to get a closer look. The message says "Thanks for last night, I really enjoyed it ;) x Logan" The words were written with lip-stick. It couldn't be mine, I've never used lip-stick before! And there, I saw a picture Logan making out with me. "It couldn't be true! It's not possible!!" I screamed to myself, all of a sudden feeling so hopeless, feeling this is it, this is the end for me, feeling as if all my body cells are screaming, I dropped back onto the bed. My shirt, my jeans, all in different places. I clutched my legs against my chest, "Logan, ..I'll never, NEVER ..forgive you!" I murmured.
>In school<
I should have never came! Yes, it was Sharon who's up his sleeves with him all along, causing all these troubles. Logan is Sharon's boyfriend, or should I say "Toy-Friend " whom she uses and ditch whenever she wants. The moment I came walking down the hall, I hear phones ringing, everyone receiving a message, people giving me disgusted faces. Then I see pictures all over the whole place, the exact same picture that I saw the day before that shattered me completely, the picture of me and Logan making out. Before I even had anytime to react, more pictures of me and Logan came attacking down the hall like angry bats. "FEAUNA PLEASE COME TO THE PRINCIPLE'S OFFICE, RIGHT NOW!" Came blasting through the announcement speakers. I got expelled.
I can no longer stand it anymore, so I thought getting expelled wasn't such a bad thing after all. My dad wasn't home, I don't even know where he is now.
>Dear Diary<
I lost count track of time, but I know it's been three years since. I don't know how, but Jay managed to send me some letters to inform me that he's flight will be reaching LA about 11.20 pm. I don't know how I feel, or how I SHOULD feel. I'm really ashamed to see Jay now. I don't even know if he'll ever forgive me! I've done so many things that could let him down, and him, he's still keeping his promise and loyal to me. I really love Jay, I never ever even once stop loving him, but ..it's just complicated now. Dad's still not yet back, and I've been living on my own now. I work for a living, maybe not a really good job, but at least its enough for me to survive. Whether dad's dead or not, I don't even know. I've somehow managed to put the pass into the pass, but my life was already ruined since then, back in High School. I now work as a sales girl at a TV shop.
Jay, I miss you xxx
xoxo, DoReMi
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