I'm the worse kind of bitch.
I pity the people who got involved in my life.
I take things for granted and dump them after I'm bored of it.
I make people worry for me.
I do things that make people mad,
I say sorry but I repeat the same mistake over and over again.

They gave me everything they had,
They supported me with all their strength,
Their always there for me,
They risked so much just for me.

Yet I'm just standing here, hopelessly lumping..
Falling-standing. Not knowing what to do,
forgetting about the people who I once always have in mind,
forgetting about the people who truely cared.

What's worse is that I forgot about what I still have by me,
my friends, the poeple who care, my....family?
and I just sit there and think about how lonely I am.
How no one understands,
how no one will ever care.
How ..how they'll never be someone who'll come up to me and actually see how I really feel.
Whereby I've my friends who care, their always there for me no matter what.
And yet.. Wow. I can't belive I actually convinced myself that I have nothing
while I still have everything. How could I forget that they care!?
How could I ever push them away?!

..Wow. I'm truly the worse kind of bitch ever.



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