As some of you might have already knew, I got into express course!
YAY. Yes, I went in knowing the risks that I had to face. 

I guess I won't be blogging much now or surfing the net much these days.

Unless for studies or something. 

My sechedule is pack.

We would be having lots of extra classes and homeworks. 

If not, hopefully I'd get to attend tuitions for some extra help too.

Ohgoodness, god. Please help me too. 

Basically express is basically you might have guessed from the word express itself,

its basically a much more advance course. We would be rushing three years studies 

into two. There's lots of topic we have to cover. 

I know very well myself that I hadn't done very good at all during my SPE.

I'm currently under three months probation. 

I would have to prove myself worth. 

As in that I deserve to be in express. 

Basically they'll see how well I'm doing in my first exam 

which would be three months later. If I don't score highly on all my subjects,

especially BM(Bahasa Melayu) I'd get transfered back into Science Classes.

Which is a three years course. 

Being in express class would be challenging, but I am willing to accept the challenge. 

Please dear god, please help me too. 

I've been a lazy person for these past few years, I know.

So it'll be hard for a sudden change. I hope I can cope with it.

I'll be doing my best in studies, I will, I promise. 

I'll be studying really hard and smart. 

I have to be studying from the beginning or it'd be hard to catch up then.

I'll be giving my all. 

I'll do my best to practice and study as much as I could.

I'll try my best to not be as lazy as before. 

I cannot be like my previous self(s) anymore. 

If I still remain that way, then I know, I don't deserve to be in express,

I won't survive or make it. 

This IS serious. In order to score, do very well and get a good result in my O'level, I should not play and should start being serious from now on. No.. I shouldn't say should. I would! 

Yes, I would!

For now, I'll have to start with my mathematics. I'm having an entrance test for taking Addition Mathematics (Advance Maths) this Saturday on the 7th January, 2012. The marking would be very strick.
My math's grad had not been well these day. It's getting worse and worse.
I'll do everything I could to improve it. I would start practicing more. 

Chemistry.. Hmm..
Chemistry. What about it?
Well.. here comes the time where I have to face and fight my fear.

There would be lots ..and I mean LOTS of practicals for Chemistry which include lighting up a bunsen burner. I fear to light a match. That's what makes things hard for me. 

I used to love playing with matches and fire when I was younger.

Yup, you guessed right. I burned my finger. It was an accident. Lucky no serious injuries. 

It's just I've been scaring myself after that. 

I'll accept this challenge too. No matter if I'm not in Express, Science Class also requires to light up a bunsen burner. Beside, I'm in HIGH SCHOOL now.

Oh Do Re Mi.. 

No more playing. 

Be serious.
Like.. NOW

Staring NOW

Oh Goodness, oh God. 

Please help me. 

Good luck to others out there too and those whom are facing O'lvl ahead!

Let's do our best together.
I'll get back to you all sometime later. 

:) Good luck guys!
xxx

Education is a serious thing.

It is VERY important for our future, 

so stop playing and start studying.

Not that you can't have fun or any space to breath at all,

but just know your time and limit.

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One day, an expert in time management was speaking to a group of business students and, to drive home a point, used an illustration those students will never forget. As he stood in front of the group of high-powered over-achievers he said, "Okay, time for a quiz" and he pulled out a one-gallon, wide-mouth mason jar and set it on the table in front of him. He also produced about... a dozen fist-sized rocks and carefully placed them, one at a time, into the jar. When the jar was filled to the top and no more rocks would fit inside, he asked, "Is this jar full?" Everyone in the class yelled, "Yes." The time management expert replied, "Really?" He reached under the table and pulled out a bucket of gravel. He dumped some gravel in and shook the jar causing pieces of gravel to work themselves down into the spaces between the big rocks. He then asked the group once more, "Is the jar full?" By this time the class was on to him. "Probably not," one of them answered. "Good!" he replied. He reached under the table and brought out a bucket of sand. He started dumping the sand in the jar and it went into all of the spaces left between the rocks and the gravel. Once more he asked the question, "Is this jar full?" "No!" the class shouted. Once again he said, "Good." Then he grabbed a pitcher of water and began to pour it in until the jar was filled to the brim. Then he looked at the class and asked, "What is the point of this illustration?" One eager beaver raised his hand and said, "The point is, no matter how full your schedule is, if you try really hard you can always fit some more things in it!" "No," the speaker replied, "that's not the point. The truth this illustration teaches us is, "If you don't put the big rocks in first, you'll never get them in at all. What are the 'big rocks' in your life, time with loved ones, your faith, your education, your dreams, a worthy cause, teaching or mentoring others? Remember to put these BIG ROCKS in first or you'll never get them in at all. So, tonight, or in the morning, when you are reflecting on this short story, ask yourself this question, "What are the 'big rocks' in my life?" Then, put those in your jar first.