I have a friend.. She is amazing. Very. She's what you can call.. 'perfect'. Anyone would be lucky just to know her. The thing is.. she's a shy person. Lovable, but invisible. Don't hide yourself. People, including me always disapoint her. She hates it when people simply think stuffs, but we just can't help it. I'm sorry that I always think for you, thinking that this is the best choice not to hurt you. I'm sorry that I always think that I'm not good enough for you. I'm sorry that I keep hurting you, I'm sorry that I keep saying sorry. I am sorry that I can't exactly feel or understand your pain. I want to be there for you. I want to be there to support and help you. For you, I WILL do my best. But please, I'm sorry if I end up failing and tumbling down over and over again. I'm sorry to keep disappointing you. But please.. I WILL do my best for you. I WILL fight till the end. Please understand and be there for me mean while.. your support really means everything to me. You play a big part in everything. I'm not just simply saying, I really mean it. I will work hard and try. I will do my best not to make you sad and lose hope on me. I do understand if you can't fully believe in me because of my past performance. Sometime I really don't show it, so it may seem like I don't care, but really, I care. I care just so much for you. I pains me sometime seeing you this stressed, frustrated and sad.
I won't say a thing. But I believe you would come to me if you really need me.
If I come to you, you might not feel like talking it out or I might actually try and force it out of you. We don't want that now, do we? Well.. Idk.
I want to go through this with you, so please.. please don't hide it. If you really need a friend, a sister, a mear shadow to be there so that you don't feel alone, etc, please.. I AM here for you. :) I'll just keep quiet if you want me to.
Hehe. I know right, 'Do Re Mi', quiet!? :b I will. Trust me. Hahahahha~

All the best
xxx.
Let's go through this together.
:) You le awesome ♥