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It hurts so much to lose someone so dear..
Friday, 10 February 2012 • 21:20 • 0 comments  RIP Diyanah Bahrin at the age of 12. (Birth date: 18th February, 1999)
You know.. I've never really experienced the pain of losing a friend. I've read them but never expected it to happen to me. 9th February, 2012. I lost a dear friend, Diyanah a.k.a Didi. She's such a beautiful young yet nice kid but God decided to take her away. This is all just too sudden and shocking. Even I myself couldn't believe it. I practically grew up with her. I cried that day when I heard the news in school. "How is that even possible!?" I kept asking myself. She was fine a few days ago.. She looked so healthy and all! No one expected her to..leave us forever. This is just too cruel. She's so young! ..What's more, her birthday is just a few days ahead! 18th February! Oh God.. why. I'm sorry that I couldn't pay my respect to you and your family, Didi. I don't know where you are now, but my dad told me that you're in a better world now. I really wanna believe that it's true. Could I? I'm sorry that I hadn't talked to you for so long. I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you when you were upset. You're such a nice friend to me. We shared so many memories together. We've been through such hard times together too.. we were so close. You were there for me through time.. thank you. I don't know what more I could say. I just wanna say that I am sorry and that thank you so much for everything. This is all still so hard to believe. Didi.. please. Please, I hope that you are happy. I'm not sure, but I'm glad to hear that you were really happy before you disappeared away from this world. Forgive me.. May God(Allah) always be with you. Please be happy. You'll always remain in our hearts ♥ Rest in peace, my friend. I love you Please accept my sincere apology. Please..
xoxo, DoReMi
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While everyone else live life normally as if nothing happened. Somewhere around in the world would be people grief-ing over their beloved ones. We might not know or see it, but in this world.. people are dying. We just don't know it. It could be your neighbor's-neighbor.. it could be some random stranger. It could be anyone. I finally understood. The pain of losing your loved ones is just so..................
