This post would be of a typical rant of what a teenage girl feels or thinks when it comes to BOYS(or it's probably just me, I don't know). You've probably seen this like a million times, so pardon me but yeah..

I couldn't help but wonder  86,400 seconds out of every day for the whole 31,556,926 seconds in a year weather he's had enough of me, if he's fed-up with me. I worry about the slightest things. I also worry about what I say or rather what to say. I try my best to chose my words carefully so that I don't 'push the wrong button' unintentionally. But every time I say something and no matter how hard I try to avoid saying the wrong things, I end up saying it and upset you. I tend to get paranoid over everything and I like to jump into conclusions by myself especially when it comes to you. I guess its true about what they say, "The brain is the most amazing part of human anatomy. It works for 24 hours/365 days right from your birth until you fall in love!"

I guess my brain really does gets a little bit fuzzy and starts malfunctioning as I fall deeper and deeper in love.. 

I really want to know how you feel, I'm sorry that I'm always apologizing. I'm sorry..(see I'm doing it again *facepalm*). Sometime I just want to be able to read your thoughts and be able to see from your eyes(prescription) of how you look at me. 

So the big question is:

I don't really know about you, but I know very well that I AM so fed-up and tired of myself. I really hate the fact that I worry too much that it's ridiculous! 

Well ..I've always knew that to love someone or be love by someone is a hard thing..

Falling in love and being in love is tough but it's not like anyone mentioned that it would be easy. 

I guess this really means and proves that I do like him.. a lot. Doesn't it? 

OK, this is getting embarrassing! What is this? pouring part of my heart out .. :S YIKES. 

Sorry, but I do have this habit that when things get all intense serious or awkward, I try to break it.
Haha.. ^^" so

please excuse me, I maa' go hide myself inside my turtle shell now -- 

(Yes, its embarrassing but I'm gonna post this anyway lol.. FML)