You know the feeling you get whenever you tell yourself not to care. You promise yourself that this would be the last time for real but you somehow just always end up talking yourself into breaking your promises and then go back to caring? Yeah.. that feeling. It sucks. I'm not saying to not care at all, I'm just saying.. it hurts. Really.. how you, ..how I care so much but then...........yeah. Things happens. Because it hurts, so I tell myself to stop caring. I'm sorry for being selfish but what hurts more is that no matter how badly I'm hurt, I still somehow-always end up wandering back into caring. 

I care, I really do care for you.. so please stop pushing me away.

If you want me to leave you alone, tell me. I would..

I'll leave you be but I would still worry and care about you.

So when you feel better and if you need me, just tell me..

I'll be there. 

Just please don't ignore me or push me away.